My ego, fueled by all things I identify with, is always feeling prideful. My ego is never accepting of myself and where I am. It’s always doubtful, indecisive, pessimistic, and insecure. I notice that my Ego isn’t accepting of the idea of having faith in the process of my journey. The need of having to be right and make major movements is always a sense of urgency with my Ego. The feeling of lack of security is always present. Never knowing what its like to feel good and just be. This is exactly who I am not comfortable with being.
My spirit, detached from ego, is always feeling good. My spirit is alway trusting of the process of my journey. It’s always peaceful, joyful, trusting, and optimistic. I notice that my spirit is my authentic self. The feeling of reaching home after a long time away, is what makes me so sure. My spirit is where the real me resides. This is where I am accepting of myself and where I am. The reassurance of well-being fueled by my faith in the process of my journey is always present. This is exactly who I always want to be.
– Kaylen Zahara